ok, let this pour out and be clear.
i didnt say i dont want to noe.
i really want to noe what u feel that make u dislike me.
yahh, sure. i finally noe.
thanks shuwei. and i really mean it.

yes, i dont like u, and u dont like me.
it obvious.

lets see what's with me.
yah i admit i always nv do what i say i want to do.
which i have say that myself which i noe it myself.
but i dont noe why.
and i seriously nt trying to flirt.

another thing of sending wrong signal to a boy.
of coz i mean what i say of ' i dont like him'
and 'i wont go steady with him'
but afterall friends are still in between with him and me.
so, msging like a normal friend?
if i really give them 'hope', i am willing to stop msging with them.
but no one have ever told me this like u claim the 'her'.
coz i seriously dont like 'him'
the 'him' here dont refer to anyone.

like i say, anger is no longer in me.
which is a bad thing.
i didnt go angry for long time.
and i mean it.
the last time i got angry was 2yrs be4.
ok, nw, minhui should learn hw to be angry.

lastly abt my sarcastic comment of crying with joy.
i can really say this,
i dont really like what is plan.
and i also noe that all things happen nt on rachel's birthday.
so yah, rachel; dont bother feeling guilty abt.
u suppose u all say that at least two person was to side with rachel for the plan.
but end up only i am the one.
which later make matter worst.

and for god sake, i didnt try to snatch friends.
like what happen nw, i didnt tell rachel even though i always tend to share my problems with her. and i didnt try to be close with anyone of u there which on the other side of me.
i didnt want to pull anyone to side me.

and i didnt spoke behind ur back at all.
i admit i dislike u, and i am sharing my thoughts with another friends.
which i think i trusted wrongly.
i am nt trying to be a backstabber, and i am really nt one.
i like ur straight forward character but i dont like it when it gone too far.

yes, i am posting real back at xuanle which i think she have gone too far.
which later deleted as i dont want things to turn real nasty.
trying to msg her and solve the problem.
but it didnt work but worsen.
and i dont understand why she get involve.
where things only started happening between u and me.
and i wont ask u to remove that post.
which i dont think it is necessary.